I don’t wanna sound all pussy & shit, but foreal, crying over a girl is the last thing i ever wanted to do. & it sucks, cause i only cried over one girl in my life, why does it have to be you too? I don’t think you understand my situation. I may act all hard & like i don’t care about shit, but i actually do. Really. I think you don’t understand. You think just because you’re a girl that you have it all bad, that it’s okay for you to cry whenever we’re fighting, and that it’s okay for you to just overly assume that i’m like every other gotdamn scrubby ass nigga out there that fucked you over. I told you, i’m not one to play games — is it really that hard to believe? I know hella people talk shit in Vegas, i heard it all & it ain’t shit but a joke to me. But fuck, the past is the past. If i didn’t care, i wouldn’t be here trying to explain myself to you. I told you everything that you possibly needed to know about me. Is my past a problem that you can’t accept? Foreal, tell me. I’m tired of playing these guessing games with you. I’m tired of asking myself if i’m wasting my time.. foreal. I think one thing you don’t understand, is that, when a dude can cry over a girl like you, that means he really cares — at least that’s the way i personally feel in this situation. I am usually not the emotionally type, but when i am, it just fuckin hurts. You don’t even know.

The last thing i want, is for you to realize all this good shit infront of you when everything is done.

- JaseDahilwidit.